March 14, 2009

It's been 5 years since my brother died.
It feels like yesterday that he was still here and it breaks my heart that he's not.

The second picture (Owings Mills Portrait), he absolutely hated! He thought it was so "gay" that he had to pose with his sister like that. In 2002, we got portrait photos taken for my mom and I made him recreate that picture. He hated it that time too.
I miss him so much.

Kinda gross...

I had a moon pie in my desk from earlier this week that I have been picking at all day, it's been good. Finally I decided to get something "real" to eat... I made chef boyardee lasagna, a del monte fruit cocktail cup and a big bottle of nesquik chocolate milk and I ate them all at once. I used the same spoon for the CBLasanga and fruit cocktail, that was kinda ewwy because they tasted like each other... I'm just tired and didn't feel like wasting another spoon. I am really very sleepy and I'm dreading the hour and a half drive home. Jerms is out selling today with Shane so I am flying solo. He has been such a shit lately, I have been enjoying the alone time!
Subject change.
I have no clothes. People don't believe me because they've seen my closet but I really don't! I need a more professional attire that actually fits me, unlike everything I have... I just don't have time and when I do, I don't want to go shopping. And on top of my laziness, nothing fits me right because I'm a freak. ha
Subject chance.
We have a trade show this weekend and I'm pretty excited, not right this minute but in general I am. I designed the booth (sorta kinda) but overall it's my project and we are handing out my 100% designed labels that look awesome!
Subject change.
My man Ray signed with the Ravens yesterday. Can we say how happy that made/makes me? In my heart, I knew he wasn't (couldn't) leave bmore. I am bummed we didn't keep Scott, I liked him. However, I am veryyy bummed Leonard went to the Jets. I reallllly REALLY liked him. Bummer.
SC.
The 5 year mark of my bro dying is coming up on the 14th. I have been missing him so much lately. I would give anything for that to have never happened. Things would be so different if he were still here, and better. Just with the company, family, friends, everything. It hurts just as much if not more then it did 5 years ago.
Labels to design, people to call, moon pies to be eaten, luego

MANIC MONDAY!

Today was the day from hell, sorta!
Last night I cleaned off my laptop... a little too well. I accidentally deleted office, Bad News! I didn't put it together that Office is Microsoft Office. I thought it was Quickbooks or something... Hey people make mistakes! Jeremy was up late trying to save my laptop and up early doing the same. Well around 8am-9am Jerms/me got it back up and working. Oh top of that stress in the morning, the Honda battery was dead. My moms jeeps hood doesn't stay up by itself (someone has to hold it), so without my knowledge, Jerms moves my car and jumps the Honda, then parks it.
WELL, he backed it in the parking pad which is rocks. Needless to say I go to leave and my car is stuck, the drivers side back tire digs down in the rocks... then in the sand. 20 minutes later, I am not going anywhere, in my car! Jeremy and Shane come home and try to help, but don't, he just digs it down a little deeper. An hour later the tow truck arrives and pulls me out. $80 for a 1 foot tow. Oh well, at least I was free to go to work, at 11:45 which meant for a long day!
I got to work, made a lot of progress, leads, designs done, overall it was a successful day AFTER I got to work!
Then, I came home (an hour later then I had hoped) and met the Fam down Mawmaws (Today was my Mawmaw's 81st Birthday. Happy Birthday Mawmaw!) for Birthday cake. Yummy, I love carvel Ice Cream Cakes!

Tomorrow I am driving alone again, Jerms and Shane are are working the streets.
Anyways, last night I had a blast at Jerms parents! I played Things (the rated R version) with Mr. Marty, Jerms, Amanda, Odette, Charles and Dani. I had a blast playing with the kids too! It reminds me of how not ready I am to have kids. I was exhausted after 20 minutes! Props to moms everywhere!
Time for bed.

Living is easy with eyes closed, misunderstanding all you see.

Time goes by so fast! I'm being seriously, for once.
My life is changing. I am taking on such an important role in the company, it's a shock. I am the graphic artist at ShoreGood. Jeremy and Shane (our new guy) are selling the shit out of our water. I can't really keep up. I have been working non-stop, for hours on end, for days! It's really stressful but at the same time I love it. Jeremy and I are there for hourrrs; I say that but I don't think you understand, HOURS! Example, Today got there at 8:30ish (that means we woke up at 6am, left at 6:45-7ish, ps. that means we were running late!) worked allllllll day, left the plant at 7ish, got home and keep working. I'm not complaining, I would be there earlier and later if I could.
As soon as I copyright a few things, I will post some of my creations!
These will be random:
I made chicken parmesan spaghetti last night and it is really good. Jeremy said that if I make my chicken parm everynight for the rest of our lives, he'd be ok with that. That made me happy.
Jeremy has a very important meeting tomorrow. He bought a suit and looks really hot in it.
There are maybe 3 good shows on TV and 2 very good shows. The rest are all crap!
Good: 1. Big Bang Theory, 2. Two & half men, 3. (I have nothing for #3)
Very Good: 1. The Office, 2. How I met your mother.
We will be in WV this weekend. Next weekend OC. Both for work.
Welp, I'm done... I want to paint my nails and go to bed before midnight for once!

My funny funny Valentine

Yesterday was Valentines day and it was a great day!
Jeremy and I had already decided not to buy each other "junk" presents. Since 1. My bday and Christmas were like 5 minutes ago and 2. Our anniversary is 1 week after Valentines day. (Our anniversary is a little more important then a made up holiday from hallmark.)
So of course I got him a present anyways... It was less then $15 and I would have got it even if it wasn't Valentines day. Anyways... we were at dinner a few weeks ago and he said he really liked that picture of Einstein with his tongue sticking out, I got that for him. I also got him a reese peanut butter shaped heart (They are his fav.)
Well I sent him an e-mail (Yes, I have to e-mail him even though he is 1 door down from me at work) saying I wanted to "Do Something" on Valentines day. I didn't care where, how, why, when... I just wanted to get away, his planning! Short story long, he took me to Lurary Caverns. It was a ton of fun, I took lot's of pictures and it was an overall great day!
I have a ton of other stories but nooooo time to write about them :(
It is a beautifullllll day and Jerms and I are going exploring.
The End.
PS. Happy Birthday Amanda