I live in FL

The details are kinda fuzzy, but it went like this...

I quit BISM on October 10th.

Sheehan and I took a week vacation to Clearwater Beach a few days before that and loved it.

I remained unemployed for a few months and felt worthless and my life began to spiral down depression drive. 

Sheehan and I started to unravel. We planned another vacation to FL the second week in January. His friend died. We broke up. We started talking. He had a week off work (because we had planned the vacation... obviously I had off, still unemployed.) I woke up on Saturday and decided I wanted a Maine lobster. My dad told me it just snowed in Maine. I decided I wanted warmth over cold. Our plans shifted back to FL. We got here on Tuesday. On Wednesday, Sheehan had a job and I had an interview on Friday. The one date I am positive about is January 21st. We were moving into our awesome apartment and I was working that night. I'm positive because that was Lucys birthday.

I really like my job. I do all the admin work at a restaurant directly on the beach. I am the only girl manager with 4 guys. I do everything in the office, Payroll, accounting, inventory, checking orders, etc... I work 7am - to when I get done. I also am the promotions gal. I like this part of it, a lot. Finally using that degree.

Anyways, I like it here. A lot. People here, they are happier and kind. I'm sitting on MY balcony typing this.

I live in paradise and made a life changing decision, that people think I'm crazy for making. If you were shocked by my decision, than you never really knew me.

Sponteous or not

Writing this post from the road, Georgia to be exact. Woke up yesterday in an argument with Sheehan, somehow worked through the non-sense to talk about taking a road trip, until Saturday. This was the week we were going to FloRida to do the relocating thangs, but because of "foolishness" moving was scraped. Anyways we decided to just take a mini-roadtrip. For some reason I had it in my mind that I wanted to go to Maine for a lobster, completely random. Sheehan wanted to swing by NYC for a slice of pizza and Philly for a cheesesteak, food runs our lives and makes our decisions. I started packing; 18 pairs of socks, 27 pairs of sweats and I thought what hell, I'm not going North, I hate the cold, I'm going South. Bam, I packed shorts, my bathing suit, flip flops... Left at 9pm and drove until 5am, pulled over at a rest stop in SC, laid down in the backseat and slept so well, I couldn't believe it. I woke up at 9:45, completely rested! It's cool that Sheehan and I are so go with the flow. I think that's one of my favorite things and the fact he would jeopardize his comfort for mine. Gotta love that. I want to write about one of the greatest weekends of my life. Saturday Missy came to town for our sushi class. It wasn't the class that was so awesome, as Missy and I could have taught the freaking class. It was just the fact that I had a good time with a good friend. Sheehan and I have been having major relationship failure and I just enjoyed being happy during Missy's visit. We met Megan for a drink and it was so much fun. The following day, Jeremy invited me to the Ravens-Houston playoff game. Single handedly the best Ravens game I have ever been to. Section 130, row 9; Ray Lewis! T-Sizzle, Rice, Reed, my boys were so close I could see their faces, the sideline, the sweet dance moves. I was so excited that they introduced Ray. I have never been a game that he was introduced. That man is, in my eyes, the greatest football player to set food on a field in the history of this world. He is the reason I am a football/ Baltimore Ravens fan. I truly enjoyed sitting with some of the greatest people I have ever met, Will & Mike Jones and Dani. It was cold, but I definitely planned for it. 30 degrees or something? My toes got cold towards the end of the 4th, but went away when I moved around. Game was awesome, not the prettiest W, but nonetheless. I often feel sorry and get down on myself. However, the fact I can wake up and decide to go on a road trip at 29 years old after having an amazing weekend with amazing people, should be a swift kick to my face, that I am truly a very lucky girl. On a random note, listening to sports radio in Georgia and the broadcaster ranked Bmore as the #4 team (1. 49ers, 2. Giants 3. Patriots) and with a grain of salt say, Bmore could beat all three, they are just inconsistent on the road is such a bad ass feeling. Hopefully my next advantage post will be me getting tickets to Indi and watching my boys grasp the trophy at the end of this season. Fingers crossed.