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Monday, January 19, 2009

Today sucks.


That's a picture of the Obama water that Jeremy sold and was on TV. Also please note the snow coming down outside the plant. It's coming down pretty hard now and is sticking to the ground... great.
I'm feeling pretty shitty today. Last night my boys lost to my most hated Steelers and to nurse my sadness last night, I drank! So I feel like butt today. I hate the Steelers so much. It's not that we lost, that happens, it's who we lost to. We had a great season, thank you Ravens for that but why did we have to lose to those bitches. Ick.
My friend Pammy came over last night. We were going to go to Owings Mills mall where the Ravens were meeting up with fans (at like 1am) but we ended up not going. No need to comment on this paragraph.
I am grumpy today... I know I've said that a few times but I really am.
On the way to work Jerms and I were talking about how I hold grudges. It really is something I can not control, it is part of my personality. When you wrong me and apologize, I don't accept it. I may say I do but I really don't. This is why I don't have a bunch of friends, which is fine by me.
I hate confrontations and I am about to have one. They make me uncomfortable and I would prefer to just ignore people.
I dropped my beloved Paula cat off at the vet this morning. They are going to monitor her and her sugar or insulin levels (or something), idk. I hate the fact we have to give her a shot everyday.
I am taking an illustrator class at AACC, it starts tomorrow night. I'm kinda excited about it. I hate just being idle. I want to keep learning new things. On top of learning (more in depth) illustrator, I am going to find an advanced digital photography class. Then I swear I will travel and take pictures. That has always been my dream.
Que Sera, Sera

3 comments:

Amanda said...

What do I have to do to get one of those bottles?? :)

Dani said...

Here is what I am learning about unforgiveness...it's silly because I've realized I remain mad and bitter, and the person I'm mad at is off enjoying their life, care free. So I'm really only torturing myself when I don't forgive. To truly forgive is like medicine for my soul. Besides, everyone needs forgiveness.

Amanda said...

Well said Dani!